Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Suddenly, I realize how not hard I have been studying. It's UT week and I have been doing nothing but read and watching MVs. Where is the motivation? Where is the determination to enter college? Where is the sense of direction? Where is the discipline? Speaking of which, MCB was logically acceptable in my level of absurdity. I think if I were to really understand the concept and terms, I would have simply scored effortlessly. Hmmmm.... 1 more module and we are done for the UT1. fuuh... Hope maths wouldn't be any worse.

Did I say that my dreams were creepy? No, not gore horror creepy. More to korean celebrities and their stunts creepy. Up till recently.... See this kid here below. His name is Nichkhun..

Well basically, this kid here has a wink to die for. And sorry lah.. I like calling him a kid because he just looks too cute to be older than me. hahaha! But I still love 딸기 more. Ok so continue on, my dreams are always funny and filled with antic scenes. One of which was last night, where the kid and I play badminton. For those who knows me really well, I have never had any interest in badminton my entire life no matter how you teach me to play. But as for today, I just found out that this kid here use to be a badminton player. So can I ask again, why am I playing badminton in my dream with him again? Answer: I have no idea.

I'm still broke. I wonder why Mama is restricting me too much. Do I still look like a 3 year old to her? I can't even save up enough for my overseas trip and college fund. And someone brought up the college fund topic because he is waiting for college while I'm just in the midst of my diploma. hmph! Anyhooos... I miss you, asshole. And Happy 22nd Birthday. I know I forgotten. But you still reminded me despite of our time difference. Have fun in Seattle ok?

Have you seen this by the way? I love the MV because I think 딸기 looked sexier than usual. And the kid has an apple stem on his head. huahuahua! Their album will release this Friday, 13th Nov. With 13 tracks compiled, what more can I ask for then someone to help me get it? Lucky day, lucky number, my favorite number! 13... 13... 13...

Dear 재범,

~~Ok what the heck.. I'm simply writing this to myself because I dont think people reads this blog. So if no one does, will 재범?~~ hahaha

우리는 사랑해요. 2PM seems different when you left. 우리는 울고. Fans from all over misses you badly. Everyone makes mistakes. Like JYP said, we should leave you alone. Give space and some time to think. So I will. The fans will give you space. We will give you time. Just to wait for 2PM to come back as one. Be 2PM again and not just 1:59. Remember... 너만이 나를 살릴 수 있어. 이 눈물을 멈출 수 있어. 그러니 어서 내게 돌아와줘.

내가 기다리고있을 것입니다.

Because my heart beats faster each time.