I wake up in the morning, regretting the life on me. Thinking that it would be sweet for everything to just end. No, his not the issue now. I dont care what's happening with him. I'm becoming worried about the people that are close to me. With the oh so regular internal war we have, i dont think i can stand it anymore. Until i just sit down and cry. Because if i were to say i hate you, i will love you some other day because we are always together. But i dont know if my mind could hold on any longer. Im tired of this facade i carry all the time. I tired of pretending for anything. I will just forget everything and throw everything out of the window and stop crying for petty stuff. 

And every time i watch this video, it makes me smile because i love these people too. ;P

Can someone kidnap Junsu and bring him to me? pretty please.

♥추억에 살아 내일은 잊으려나♥