so we went visiting to Mdm Pey's house today. her kids are just super hyper and loves the idea of bully jies. basically, we all managed to catch up on ourselves very much. with the new dance move to the force shots. haha. and the exchange of oranges at the end. funny how my dad had prepared for me the oranges first even before i ask for oranges to be brought. pfft... and i was the dustbin jie. Yusuf really loved smacking the dustbin and Ibrahim simply hates me, however liking my braces. haha.. so here is a sample of the kid who palyed dustbin!

so it seems that i am crying now. pfft.. i just saw his name and tears roll down my cheeks. yes i am crying you dumbass. i don't know why. maybe its because it was eons ago that i last talked or smsed or seen him. *interval of 5mins*

i miss Amber. i hadn't seen her for ages. my routine changed because i no longer see her in the morning for her morning pat and breakfast. i was afraid that her food might expire fast if its not consumed soon enough. and you can't expect me to carry her food everywhere. what if the packaging burst and caused all the food to spill all over my bag? sheesh!

and now, i seriously need another book to read. 

Dear Brian, can i have enough of you rubbish and stupidity yet? it's the new year and i thought starting afresh with you was something i could grab hold of. however, you kept with that pestimistic mindset of yours and expected everyone else to be just like you? hell no! vous souhaitez être congé. et je respecte votre décision. so why dont you just carry on with your plan? je ne vais pas vous arrêter. et j'espère que personne ne le fait.  il ne me brise le cœur de vous voir à nouveau. though you really hadnt created such a huge impact on my life. si juste faire ce que vous voulez. et qui vous étiez. i ne sont plus des soins.

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