maybe im fated with this. maybe my life is meant to be this way. maybe i will never get a chance to choose at least one part of my path to the future. maybe im just a robot that has organs and flesh and blood flowing through but no mind to be useful of. 

im still contemplating. im still considering. im still researching. im still surveying. but i wasnt given a chance to choose. i wasnt given a chance to think it through. i wasnt given a chance to argue for my right. i never was given the opportunity of writing down the pros and cons. i never was.

people love objecting. people love forcing. people love doing something at their own will even when they know that you would want that to happen to you. people just love doing all this. 

how more confused can i get? how more depressed can i be? how unwilling to move on.

so here is the deal. should i stay in ITE^ or move on to RP`?

^ ive been in ITE for almost a year now. im taking business course. i made alot of good friends there. and most importantly, im loving what im learning. 

` RP is like the last resort. though i dont really mind. its a new environment. and i will be doing a science course. 

HOW!?

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