the kid's got the urge to scream. and she's waiting for the right time to just let off that high frequency screech of doom. and the Ra Chingi Mysterious Codes are driving her to the edge of the cliff. with too many codes to break, even the ordinary diclofenac sodium won't help much.

it was such a shocking news to have found out that the reliable, trustworthy one has passed on way long ago. though he nags alot when he sees me not filling my brain cells with optimum knowledge, he is still the one that i look forward to talk to when quandary arises. hmmm...

and not forgetting to face such ordeal when the state of mind is still partly in oblivious. shits to the person who did that. should there be anymore uncertainty, i think i would have deteriorated. and he should have been possessed by some heinous monster, causing him to react in such circumstances. however, i feel that i was my mistake to be of such vulnerable state, knowing that i was alone. 

the throat is feeling a sudden irritation that i assume might lead to a severe pharyngitis. is that what its called? i'm not really sure. and the rashes all over the arms, i assume i have consumed a little too much blackcurrent/grapes or anything else of that same category. and why is the nose getting all runny like a leaking tap? checking body temparature, its barely hitting a 37.

and mum told me that she is not having menopause but her menstration is just passed to me to suffer. hence, resulted to me have more heavier and longer periods to begin with. also, being the only one using the sanitary napkins available at home, the mum has stopped providing with any which therefore means i'm on my own during those PMSing days.

so when shall the war begin may i ask?