So i think i was stupid enough.
I lost my most loyalest best friend
and now, you made me lose another potential best friend.
maybe i had enough of life for once.
maybe i should start thinking about how to save a life instead.

last time..
everyday of our lives,
i would find you there and i would hold on tight.
and because of you i've got the strenght to start.
but now,
i wonder why you still just couldn't leave me alone.
what is there to be proud of when you took the life of my best friend?
what is there to look up to when all you do is get into bad company?
you womanizer!

you were never there when i needed you.
you never thought about me like how i thought about you.
you never seem to care about me.

i will run.
run like there's no end.
not looking back.
not thinking about anything.
not cry for anyone.
cause there is more to life when we listen to our hearts.

and somehow, i've got this huge feeling.
i've been feeling this way for quite sometime now.
i've got this feeling that i won't be able to make it to school.
my fever is running high.
i'm getting low.
i think i should get some sleep.
maybe that will help...