is it just me or is it such a tiring day today? well, helped out the old man in making ketupats and lepats and lontongs since my house is the only one with pure cemented flooring, opened outdoor space and has a big gigantic pot! interestingly, i forgotten how to fold them leaves to form into the lepat. haha. lol! ended up with soft, mushy ones instead of the abit harded, tough ones that grandpa makes. hehe.. i was sick anyway. can't be blaming me for everything right? and later after that, the brother decided to barberque some chicken wings on the grill. haha.. weirdly.

and i think i'm such a mean person. everyone sends smses with flowery poems and such to compliment their hari raya wish. while me, i only replied with a simple selamat hari raya. sheessh.. well, one point is that my vocabulary isn't that much fantastic and i don't know much adjectives to be used to form such sentences. hehe.. lol!

CheesyMustard left for home already anyway. and all i said to him was "have a great trip back home". lol! no i miss you or i love you or i will be waiting for you or anything of such. xP! sorry darling. and soon, it might be my turn to be flying my way there. maybe... see how the parents respond to it... hmm... since the Morgans will be making their way there for holiday. we'll see how it goes. well, if i'm allowed to go, then it will be the most greatest moments in my life to spend the holidays with the Morgans. oooh~

and seriously, i'm in need of them moolahs. shitties! i have less than $10 in the bank account due to bills and travelling expenses. and i think, i will be declared bankrupt soon. maybe no need to wait. i can declare now. I AM BANKRUPT! hurray for me.

currently, i think the televsion has nothing to show. everything seems boring. everything is on repeat mode. everything is just a waste of time. sometimes, the television is just a source of electricity leakage with nothing more than mere colors and moving pictures of no interest. no offence ya... its just that tv is getting boring each day. other than the rachael ray show that i tend not to miss and hope that it goes on repeat since i need some recipies and tips as i go along with the show. hehe..

i think i should get sleeping now. the sun is down. even the moon went down. soon, the lights will go down. and the sun will begin to rise and its already a new day and people all have to prepare for their daily chores and such.

oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMA!

and...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all....






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