as nervous as i can get, i still have to wait till school reopens just to know how my grades are. till right this moment, my heart is pounding hard and jumping up and down like it's on the verge of exploding. oh let the results be nice. oh let the results be good. oh let me see awesome instead of best. oh Allah...

and because of that, i've decided to bake Crème brulée or burnt cream in french. (thanks sally!) only thing mine is without the liquer. so it actually doesn't burn that much other than me burning the top in the oven itself. ok i think mine isn't much of a Crème brulée. haha..

headed to school again to retrieve my password which in the end, i had to fill in that damn password reset thingy all over again. shitty! that's why i have to wait till school reopens since i'm just too lazy to make my way there again even if the school is burning down and i need to get my stuff in th locker as it burns. ok whatever. i musn't say stuff like that since what i say normally comes true. *zipping them lips*

will be going to Jakarta with Cortez on Monday to visit Nez's family. don't worry, i won't be long. will only take afew hours and i will be back here in Singapore while he will be flying back to Italy. i don't wish to stay there for long since it brings bad memories of me and Nez. furthermore, i ran out of black outfits to wear if i were to stay there any longer. and not forgetting, i didn't want to spend too much time with Cortez as i already agreed that we meet only once every 4-5 months. i don't want him to be wasting flights just to come visit me unless there is really something important. so we'll see how long our relationship will last this time. so counting till today, its 12 days. things has been going fine and hope that it stays that way. hmmm~ 

oh yes, the clan came over for visiting today. yupp. the whole of Sarah's clan. Sarah is my mum by the way. so Mama was excited while Papa wasn't abit enthusiastic since he was preparing for work. and i did the disappearing act with sotong to compass point where we bought our necessary stuff. unfortunately, we missed out on the most important thing that was on our shopping list and our primary aim of going to compass point. we left out on them popcorns! i don't know why but somehow, the sisters are addicted to the scent of sweet fresh popcorns. and not forgetting us getting high soon after that. its like a drug you see. haha.. and had dinner at kfc with zie. saw ayiz but didn't manage to say hi since he was far away infront and i was too lazy to give him a call or such. haha.. oops~ after the chaotic environment in my house reduces, headed to zie's house instead. cute baby boxer tried becoming a wizard instead and started waving his little wand everywhere. haha... kecoh...

ok, the Thomas clan might be coming over tomorrow night or maybe sunday night. haha. weirdly. like chinese new year reunion dinner, but this time its at our house instead. wonder what Papa will cook. hmm~ no offence to Mama but i still prefer Papa's cooking. but without Mama's daily menu, i doubt we will survive. ok whatever...

i think i better get going before the members start screaming at me for being late again. hehe.. cheers yaw..


Happy birthday Fafa... blueck!



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