i don't know if i'm just asking too much or thats how i really am. well, i know that its all settled, only thing is that approval from Mama and Papa will finalise all. but somehow, i feel like its too much i can ask for. at least Mom had everything prepared, from enrichments to the food and to the expenses and all. haix.. i don't know. i just too lost.

so, as i currently am talking on the phone with Sally, and grabbing a quick bite before i head to bed. how i miss eating GoGo Franks over at terminal 2 transit with them guides. the taste of the honey mustard.... mmmmm... ok stop it!

basically, i managed to understand the story more now; the book that i've been reading countless times just to understand the plot of the story. VAMPYRES! i thought its spelt vampires? hmm...

i think i can't type anymore faster since i'm rushing for time before the lappy goes out of battery power and every single data in here disappears within a flash! lol! whatever.

heading to the camp site tomorrow. hmm... wonder how it it.. and i wonder if i can get someone to like assist me under the logistics department since i wil be away for the first day of camp! hmm..

anyways, 5 months since ive been singled and i think freedom of not being attached to that bastard feel no different from being with him. and i dont know. i think i like being around him again. shit! no.. i mustn't. i dont know. Sally is giving me stupid answers like that i should go back to him again for the last time. what the heck! i cant stand loving him... idoit! damn the book that ive been re-reading all over again. Gosh! Cortez, i really dont understand you.. God what should i do? i watched the rain falling again.. wash away all out sanity.. Brian! i need your shoulder again...


and all of a sudden, i remembered that i missed you.. blueck!


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