call me stubborn? go ahead. call me stupid? well, i am. call me lifeless? i have one. dont you? blame me for everything? up to you...

its seriously my problem that i went back to him. i know what i'm doing so just back off will you? anyways, i loved him once. i loved him twice. i loved him more than anyone could imagine but the fact that he has a fucking attitude and bitchy behaviour was the reason why i left him so many times. and i missed being around him anyway cause he knows how to soften my heart that is forever solidified, he knows how to cheer me up at times of sorrows even if he was the one who started it. and we are well compatible with each other after 3 years of on off friendship/relationship. he may be a bastard but he is my bastard. xp..

ok ive wasted alot of space and time on that part. sheesh! anyways, i know cheesymustard misses fishypika too much that he had to call her every now and then. hehex~


went to the campsite just now and i seriously think that its small. but looks ok. hmm... and we break fast at PizzaHut. i like.. haha.. Zie's treat! i like.. haha thanks babe!


so in the morning, was wiping them kitchen windows happily, alone when all of a sudden, Mr CheesyMustard called for me to open my front door. so i did. haha. and to my surprise, he was actually standing right infront, waiting for me. teehee. so i asked him to help me with the cleaning. but he took out his phone to call for the cleaners instead. lol! i know that you are rich and all but you don't have to do that. haha. lame lah.. manage to snatch his phone on time before the person picked up the phone. hmm.. and he sent me over to pasir ris. herlamak... naik vespa kepe Rara.. hehe.. beware that i will steal your vespa, darling. hehe.. its the exact one that i wanted. so its either you quickly break up with me before i get my license or say goodbye to it. nyahahahahahahahahahahahaaha!

ok i think i sound a little more cheerful. hmm.. maybe its because i have CheesyMustard. lol! Cortez, please get another nickname will you? it sounds so weird. CheesyMustard! haha. never did that ever comes to my mind. cheese and mustard together? i don't think it goes well on fishes. hahakx..

might be heading to the beach tomorrow. sape2 nak kacau daun? haha. lets go sentosa. i miss the sunset there. aww... haha.. then we can go batam after that. ok, Cortez? as if.. can go visit my fishy friends at the beach. and can help me buy my petfood also. ok i'm asking too much aren't i? too bad.. thats the disadvantage of being my boyfriend. nyahahahahahahahahaahhaahaha!

and here are some of the pictures of the kuih and cookies and cakes and whatever else that i baked lah..


with the current crisis of the contamination of them milk products, i wonder how my relatives in China are doing. its weird to know that i actually have relatives there even when i dont know any of them. well, all i can say is all the best! live strong my dear family.







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