it started again. but i didn't bother. i just locked myself in the bathroom and went to sleep. for the first time. i was too afraid that i would be hurt. but it didn't last long. soon after, it quieten down and i felt a little more confident of leaving the bathroom to find security. i'm sorry if i didn't do anything to help. but i was too scared to face it. i just hope that things would get better and not end up to the worse. and people say what you dream will turn out the opposite in reality. i prayed hard it does. i don't want to lose anyone.

i just remembered that i haven't had anything to eat yet. as in a proper meal. i ate dove chocolates for breakfast. m&m chocolates for lunch and cik enal's birthday chocolate cake for dinner. interestingly. i didn't feel hungry one bit. haha. lol!

and i'm getting fat. mind me. sorry. and i'm not pregnant. its just fats lying around the tummy. yeah. don't give me that look. sheesh. that's why ive been asking people to fast with me every week. and so far only one person is willing to accompany me doing that. haha.. too bad..

i hate spammers. can they just sit down quietly and just surf the net happily without spamming? getting spam mails each days is kinda annoying. hmm~ can someone stop this spammings? its really getting on my nerves ya!

and i forgotten something. just now, sat with hong wei in the theaterette while going to collect our bursaries. its been a long time since i last saw him other than seeing him boarding the bus in the morning while going to school. yeah.. hahah...

come to think of it, i really regretted rejecting the offer to T____ __ B_____. i know that other opportunities my come by some other time but...
maybe i'm just too naive that i don't see whats coming. ok forget it already, fish. get over TDB and think of your future here in Singapore instead first.

and i miss the linkin park fans during end primary school and early secondary school days. yeah. the version of faint by fat piggy with all the vulgar in it. when we all sang IN THE END in class. haha. miss those days. life can never get better...

and i love Boyce Avenue!!



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