i think i cared too much about myself. yeah. there is a reason why i put it to italic. and i think im just plain ______. yeah. hell ya.

i just think that what im feeling is just plain one sided. yes one sided. his been my buddy. his been my listening ear. his been my teacher. his been my big bully. his been my advisor and his been my friend. nothing more. though every time im with him, i feel that i could really be myself. i feel happier every time im with him even when he will tell me the stupidest stories or the toughest questions to be asked. i dont know. im just sad now. sheesh...

and dearest twin. i miss her too much. i hadn't called or text her in ages. i was so afraid that i would lose her. but i know if that were to happen, i can handle it. i just think that i would be able to handle it. yeah. Ms Salina Morgan, i miss you!

and i love cycling. yeah cycling is fun. we went cycling on Saturday from east coast to changi and back to east coast. saw Hamizan and shouted his name. but was ignored sadly. then sat on the water breakers waiting for the fireworks and such to appear only to see the trees blocking the bright sparks. walauwey! and later forcefully bumped ourselves to Meany monster who was going for some class pit. yeah. hahaha..

and i hate singing during madrasah. yeah. it may be a fun thing to do as a class but its really not to my liking. im tired of singing since its been a very very long time i last sang. as in for choir. yeah.. :p

and Microsoft Access is FUN! what the heck! with all the tables and such. haha. NOT!

and National day is coming. Singapore, Indonesia then Malaysia. yeah.. haha. independence day for Italy was way long ago in June. while Australia's in January. haha.. happy birthday to everyone earthling anyways..




And i cried.. what should i do?


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