and so once again, i did something that cause me to harm myself. no i didn't slash my wrist or anything of that manner. but instead, i sprained my ankle, cramped my right knee, wounded my left knee and somehow, my thigh feels super numb like the as if i just came out of the freezer after 300 days and walking was a total dread. yupp. so its all with the legs. HURRAY ME! and tiger balm, i love you alot. relieves aches and pains!

this all happened when i was on my way to my performance. sadly, because of this, i wasn't allowed to perform as my conductor sense that it would only make things worst. so yeah. missed out on another GREAT performance. didn't get to watch them sing though. as i was sent home by my beloved Cortez. yes he came to fetch me all the way from his meeting with his date friend. oops~ but still, how sweet of him. and i promised myself not to go back to him no matter what. remember that. yupp.. but i missed on a great performance man.. i should be on that stage with the others, singing to our hearts content like how we always do. and i wonder when will Cortez go back to Italy. will he take me there like he use to again? hmm~

as to that, i managed to finish up 犬と私の10の約束. like yeay! it took me forever to figure out the characters and such. though i didn't manage to get every word right, i still finished the text. great achievement! wonderful. keep it up Fish!

oh yes, as you all may have known, Zie moved to her new home already and as usual, i was late because of doubting whether i should pray at home or pray at her new house instead. so ended up me and Joyah arriving late. luckily, we weren't the guest of honour. haha. that title shall and always be crowned to my brothers. the ones who will always make the grand entrance. anyways, the house was nice. yes it is still nice. and it will be nice even in the future. and darling, i just read the letter you gave me. no matter what, i will always be here when you need me. you can count on that. and hey, what are cousins for? haha..

ah yes, i don't know why but i have some suggestions of songs for the singing session at every start of madrasah. wanna know? i've got 3 compulsory songs already in mind. though some other suggestions by my twin wasn't really much of a productive one. so the songs are all by Ungu and they are,

• Sesungguhnya (prior to the approach of Ramadan)
• Andai ku Tahu (the all time ibu's and mama's favourite. mcm doa gitukan?)
  
• Surga Mu (the ulu song that i just heard like 10 seconds ago)

so how? can? i don't know. i feel like i need to listen to more songs to open up my mind. and i cant just stick to Classical Instrumental, Japanese or French songs all my life aye? let abit if the malays and indons come in yaw! so if any of the students who somehow dropped by my blog, do tell me your views yeah? maybe i can learn to play these songs on the piano when i'm free.. ooh~ and and and and today was the first time in my entire join-my-cousin-in-her-madrasah-events life that i saw Meany monster on a bike. red color some more. is it his or is it syahrul's? should be syahrul's lah right? ok so can i get my license now? i'm already passed 18 and i want to drive a cute white Vespa to school. serious! haha.. phobia or not, leg pain or not, expensive or not, i want my cute white Vespa!!!! get me one on my next birthday. or maybe i can just take Cortez's and claim that he bought it for me. oh please!? :)) so nice of the italians to create such cute transport....

nice right? get me this one ok? ok? i will love you my entire life... so cute can????? then maybe i can paste fish stickers all over it. it will be up in the wish list very soon. if not get me a piano. which one more worthwhile? hmmm~

and so now, i need to find the correct position and timing for me to sleep. the BZF text is driving me bonkers. and i cant believe that O levels is like super near. fasting month, module papers, then poof.. maths paper to stress for. then i will be free for awhile. before school starts again or before results are released. all hail white hair! not forgetting the NC Chorale Concert! oh no... and its hitting 2am people! insomnia. insomnia. oh its all daddy's fault for having insomnia. or maybe.. its a family tradition (excluding mama and wen) to not sleep at night. then what, be nocturnal like my brothers???? the fantastic nocturnal four. consisting of dad, kor, didi and myself. haahahahaahahahaaha.... LOL!


ps: i wont be blogging in litemusica for awhile. i might be updating the multiply or xanga sometimes with pictures though. so while im gone, please do miss me aite? lotsa love. and school is seriously getting worst. people should be studying, not sleeping. thank you very much. good luck for the exams yaw! ok all the best for my piano test on thursday!!!!

I'm so strung out on you...


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