have been listening to a lot of chorale music nowadays since i didnt manage to attend much practices from the alumni. so thought i could do some self warm ups and practicing while i could still remember. and i want to learn Latin now. since ive been going through songs from Palestrina and such, i think i could do better if i learn Latin so that i could also back up my Italian. haha..

been very sick lately. must be because i ______. i think i shouldnt have since i knew that i was already sick and it would only make things worse. regretted everything ive done on that particular day. haix~ spilled milk is being cried over.

hey i miss writing poems. i miss being the poetic nerd in class. i miss rhyming every single sentence i say even when its purely coincidental. i miss literature all of a sudden. reading about Cinderella in different versions and analyzing the story of Charlie and also the blue dolphin. arh.. secondary school days. now, its all only business and accountings playing in my mind. maybe i should go back to being a closet poet ey.. seems like a good idea. like what my dad normally does. maybe im taking after my dad since i really discovered a lot of similarities between us. haha..

so tonight will be Germany vs Spain. GO SPAIN! haha.. the whole family will be supporting you! nia~

and i want to share 10 promises i discovered. i will have them translated in a moment.

1. 私と気長につきあってください。
2. 私を信じてください。それだけで私は幸せです。
3. 私にも心があることを忘れないでください。
4. 言うことをきかないときは理由があります。
5. 私にたくさん話しかけてください。人のことばは話せないけど、わかっています。
6. 私をたたかないで。本気になったら私のほうが強いことを忘れないで。
7. 私が年を取っても、仲良くしてください。
8. 私は十年くらいしか生きられません。だからできるだけ私と一緒にいてください。
9. あなたには学校もあるし友だちもいます。でも私にはあなたしかいません。
10. 私が死ぬとき、お願いです、そばにいてください。どうか覚えていてください、私がずっとあなたを愛していたことを。

"to let me patiently understand what you want from me"
"place your trust in me. its crucial to my well-being"
"i have feelings too. dont forget that"
"i have a reason when im disobedient"
"talk to me even when i dont understand what your saying, i recognize your voice"
"remember before you hit me, im stronger than you"
"take care of me when i get old"
"i can live for only 10 years. please cherish every moment we have"
"you have friends outside, but i only have you"
"stay close to me when my time comes. and always remember that i love you"


Tags:
Sal - haha. whatever. letak lah bende lain ke.. nie ayam je..
PJ - yeah.. started taking alot more medication liao~ but still tempted to try.. hehex..
Jen & Zie - ALL HAIL CURFEWS!


i promise...


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