what he said, got me thinking. really deep thoughts running through my mind as his words flows into my ears. sorry if i acted like i wasnt listening. i was but i just didnt think i should show it. well, he got me thinking about being myself. he got me thinking of why im facing these kinds of problems. he got me thinking about everything that i never thought of before. he seriously got me thinking hard and deep down, i know that he has good intentions of helping people like me. thank you for the advise just now. i will try to practice it and get myself disciplined. thank you for just listening all this while. thank you for wasting your time on me everytime. thank you for just being a friend.

showing how much of a weakling i am. showing how much ive neglected the great Almighty. showing how much ive ignored the people who cared for me. showing how much arrogance there was in me.

now that its the end, i feel a little happier in a sense. and hey, everyone has their own problems. its a matter of dealing it, keeping it, or just solving it. i now understand how much of a fool i was. i just couldnt accept the fact. so just wait for the ordinary happy, cheerful me to come back aite?

Nez, i just wish to forget the problem we faced. walau apa pun, lo tetap teman gw dan gw akan tetap bantu lo. anggaplah peristiwa ini bagaikan ia tidak pernah berlaku. gw sayang lo! terusin hidup lo seperti sediakala. harap2 lo bisa jumpa friends yang lagi hebat dari gw.


Cortez, it was nice knowing you better for the past 2years. just hope that you could move on for im trying my best to do so. lets take it that we never met each other before and continue on with life. God bless...

now, go study Fish! test tomorrow right? go eat something also before you vomit again.




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