ive changed the color of my braces. and somehow it made me feel much more relieved and stress-free from all those shit that ive been through in the pass few days. seriously, i feel much more better now that i can jump off the building and know that i will not die just yet.(wth?)

jenny, i feel your presence even when you are miles away from where i am. thank you for giving me a call even when it was already way pass your bedtime and also way pass every other aussie's bedtime. i just wish you could be here with me and spent time like we use to when you, me and danny were brought together. i miss you guys to the max. and thanks for bitching on the phone just now just to make me laugh again.

im tired of having anymore emotional break downs. im tired of being such an idiot in life. im tired of losing someone i love every time i build up the trust. its hard for me to move on now. but i must try. i need to try. i will have to try. my whole school life will be affected if i dont. i must get out of this. *fake smile*

rhyee, izz and ekin.. dont worry, i will try my best to pull through this one slowly. you guys are loved. ISR is loved too...


dear shahril, i miss you again (oops). i know you could hear me from up there. i miss your brother too. im still not doing well in getting my life straight. please do watch over me from up there, guide me if you could. remember how you always sing to me when we were sitting down under the apple tree last time with a cup of iced milk tea and apple pie? i miss those times..


Ritengo non apprezzato dalla gente intorno me. Perchè? Ho fatto male qualche cosa a loro? O ho danneggiato le loro sensibilità? Ma il tatto di i io stesso ha danneggiato all'interno di me.





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