dad told me to sleep. mum told me to eat. kor told me to watch that japanese video. didi told me to buy brownies. mei told me to SLEEP! so in the end, i decided to READ A BOOK! haha.. no one told me to do so.

went to the airport discreetly just now to visit the guides. lesson ended at 1445 hrs so decided to walk around compass point library as i waited for the GUEST-OF-HONOUR to arrive at 1600. spent about an hour there without noticing the time. so im telling you people, reading really makes time fly super fast. so after that reached the airport, met up with WaWa at t3, and later EeEe and NaNa (the kecoh-rable duo) at t2. i know that i asked FaFa to accompany me from sengkang to the airport. and i know that i made him feel left out when the 4 of us girls were conversing and also because he didnt know them well yet. haha.. sorry lah...

brownies. mmmmmm...... delicioso! i bought triple chocolate brownie and 8 brownie nibblers while EeEe bought double chocolate brownie. ate everything on my own just to find out that didi actually wanted some. thats why he asked me to buy some more at mrs fields. satisfying my sweet tooth i suppose. and i think i shouldnt be eating anymore since i just increase my bodyweight by 2kg! oops.. too much sweets i suppose.

looking forward to singing with the chorale alumni at the end of the year. miss singing. miss the chorale. miss being a chorister! hopefully there wouldnt be any prevention of me singing.

luckily it will be Sunday tomorrow. i need my sleep and i seriously do. i miss the bed that i was suppose to be sleeping in for the past few years. well, shifting back and forth from the master bedroom to the store room and back to the master bedroom isnt much fun. i cant sleep well in the different environment. come on dad, give me back my room. so that i can sleep at my own accord and stay up til the wee hours of the morning. i aint asking for much.

and so, you called just to say those things to me? what do you take me for? i shall repeat myself, no matter how hard you try, i will never go back to you even if you were to be my last resort. is the language im speaking/using too difficult for you to understand? i cried so hard when you betrayed me. and i know that you are actually/truthfully/seriously not worth my tears. but why am i still crying for you, you idiot? why is it so hard to get rid of you from my life?

oh so now your showing determination? so now your showing trust in me after how much i trusted you even after what you've done? even if i go back to you, how can i really guarantee that you wont repeat your mistakes? i had enough of you for the past 3 years. so i think i should be moving on and so should you. please move on, cortez. i will keep the memories of us close. but i wont want you back in me.. thanks.. honestly , telling you that its over....

ときめく日々をつかまえに
虹を超えて行こう
出会いと別れをつなぐメロディー
トランクに忍ばせ

詰めきれない思い出がはみだし
少し胸が痛むけれど
肩に沈む重さの分だけ
僕は愛を知ったから

君の声を　全てを　抱きしめて
歩いて行く地図なき道を
君がくれた軌跡を抱きしめて
だから心込めて君に届け I love you
生まれ変わる旅のはじまり

この先どんな出来事に
僕が染められても
かけがえのない笑顔忘れる
未来ならいらない

声を出さず泣くことに慣れて
大人になりすぎたけれど
「そんなとこも好きだったよ」と
泣いた君を忘れない

君の夢を　全てを　抱きしめて
歩いて行く旅路はつづく
君がくれた季節を抱きしめて
今は胸を張って君に言える
Love so true
生まれ変わる僕がはじまる

つないだ手を離す最後の君が
かすむ　にじむ　消えて行く

あの日のキス
温もり　抱きしめて
僕は僕を生きていくから
君がくれた奇蹟を抱きしめて
だから顔を上げてきっと言える
Bye my love

生まれ変わる旅がはじまる

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