some people just think that they are the greatest. some people just think that whatever they is right. some people just like to boss people around. some people are just a pain in the ass. some people are just not meant to be....

i just dont understand why everything i do is taken note of or thrown back at me. i just dont understand why people just cant respect my decisions. i just dont understand why im being treated a way that normal humans will regard as disgrace. i just dont understand why....

so now your asking me why i cant think straight. so now your asking me why im always in mood swings. so now your asking me why im born a girl and not a boy. so now your asking me stupid questions that i bet you cant even answer them when i ask you those exact same things....

everyone will think that im that unique girl that understands at least 10 languages. everyone will think that im that little bitch that hooked up with an italian guy. everyone will think that im not that human to be alive. everyone will think that my life is too complicated to understand. well, everyone will just think and not know a single thing....

whats wrong with asking for a little more freedom? whats wrong with eating 3 plates of rice when im hungry? whats wrong with being sick and still come for work? whats wrong with having a crush on someone? whats wrong with the people nowadays? just what is wrong now??????

i understand that the state of mind confusion is overwhelming. i understand that im just an ordinary girl. i understand that life is full of challenges. i understand that i cant do anything if i dont try. i understand... but do you??

i cant give up...

i saw him again today. but i was too sick to say anything. argh... i can still feel my heart beating faster and faster everytime i see him. i know that having a crush on him is no big deal. i know that im just that idiotic girl that falls for every cute guy she sees...

i feel pissed. i wanna run away again. i wanna be alone under that apple tree again. i wanna be myself for once....

emangnya perasaan marah itu harus disimpan aja? emangnya emosi seharusnya dibuang gituan? emangnya gw gak bisa ngomong lagi sama lo? emangnya kehidupan harus di hentiin gituan? gemana si.......? gw udah gak ngerti deh....

hey, guess what... im blogging again... huahuauahua..............


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