loving myself more than i love you. thats what im really going to say to him later. sorry but i dont think i could go on lying to myself just to give you another chance to live on. sorry but i really truly cant help it. you must have thought that i am still that innocent girl who will come back crawling to you. the answer is.... HUAHUAHUAHUA... NOOOO! as if i will want to go back to you anymore Cortez. to me, you're just another ghost i see floating about like those in the F pier.

i handed up my loveletter to iwan already. yeah. so i sense to missing of airport in my life just like that. i dont want 31 march to come so soon. i dont want 19 march to be tomorrow. i dont want to anything to happen now. i want to stop the clock from ticking, the sun from setting, people from ageing or even creatures from dying. i want all this to remain.

manage to see him again after sooooooo long. he was crazy today. almost made him cry. Sorry..
QianWei became Henry and Sam was the mindfreak. LOL! and Ayiz's performance was wonderful. especially the ending where everyone did a split. OUCH! but it was nice. and clubbing was fun. right? lol! wasnt even clubbing.

hey, im hungry, again. ive been eating chocolate for breakfast, lunch and dinner for almost a week. wonderful! becoming fat or overweight isnt my problem. being diabetic is the main issue. and health is my main concern.

haha.. is it wrong to fall for chinese guys? is it wrong to fall for guys in the first place? hahaha. LOTR! then why are you telling me that i musnt be falling for guys? then why are you telling me that im too young? let nature take its course man! for goodness sake. i am chinese too for your information. im just too mixed to be an ordinary human that consist of better proportion of a single race.

busy week ahead even when im not working. sheesh. people! please miss me when you arent/ im not working anymore. hahahakx. and by the way, i like everyWan! haha..

Tagged:
Jen - yupp.. im seriously doing it again..
Vina - haha.. true enough...
Ashiq - you are missed truck loads!
Nerdy - yupp.. getting better.. miss you!

Colbie Caillat - Bubbly

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