i miss seeing him around. it feels like he has changed to someone whom i dont know. i look forward to a new day just to see him as he was the day before. but life has to go on eh? missing him wont do me any good anyway. replied POSITIVE..

my arm feels much better now, thank you very much. now, im having a bad hair day instead. busy schedule really makes me go nuts. oh ya, by the way, i suggest that i have an earlier resignation. haha... suggesting to myself. and i suggest that i stop blogging anymore for i think its a waste of time and space and energy and ideas. oooo........

learning a new language is a brilliant aim for better life. (and not as a translator, mind you) currently, deciding whether i should take up greek as well. it sounds interesting enough rather than the usual japanese or korean that everyone is into right now. suppose that i have to brush up on my italian and spanish. great! huahuahua... i think i need to brush up on my english too, since im bloggin rubbish.

i miss the italian people. i miss the australian people. i miss the indonesian people. i miss the wonderful singaporeans. i miss all the places that i cant go anymore til i can get enough money to fly there myself. i miss my music classes. somehow, i miss everything that ive gone through in the past and not wanting to see the present or future.

im not looking forward to my last day of work. im not looking forward to my first day in my new school. im not looking forward to leaving my wonderful friends and buddies i made while im positioned as an airport guide. isnt something missing? isnt someone missing me?

i crave for things. i crave for food. i crave a BETTER health.

i longed for craziness in life. i longed for him to return. i longed for a better him. i longed for nicer smelling feet... huahua...

i sense that asking too much will only lead to nothingness.

and guess what, my performance is coming up soon. kill me if you must but its true. i know i havent been singing for quite sometime. yupp.. and im looking forward to it, somehow. ok fine, i never know what im thinking of.

lets go skating ok? with sh and lx. you can join too if you wanna but you will have to tell me first. i miss the times i spent with them everyday when we were still in the same school, where everyday would be spent without trying to waste any moment.

i wanted to continue typing but somehow, my vocabulary is getting loose and my eyes are getting heavy and my lappy is having a fever too. sorry but i will have to continue my stupidity till next time.

むかし だれかが ここで
張り裂けそうな胸をそっと開いた
歌に奏でてずっと
どんな場所にも携えてゆけるよ.




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