the beautiful chiaki-san is always in my mind. huahua.. the beautiful pianist-violinist-conductor is forever my lover. be it in anime or real life acting, he is love. the picture above is proof! well, thats hiroshi tamaki actually. but his playing the character of chiaki in this show ok...

my mind is still configuring whether i should countinue violin or forget about it. the performance yesterday by the dunman high kiddos were extremely superb, makes me want to join in the fun. or maybe i should focus more on the piano? or should i be like chiaki-kun and be a conductor, just like ms yin? haix~ love for classical music is forever irreplaceble. i really want to at least focus on one of them so that i could be a full fledge music teacher. teaching just how to read music but not professionally knowing how to the instruments would be the same as not knowing music at all. chiaki dear, what do you think? give me a sign when i go to sleep later ok? huahua...

my cousins gave birth already and the both have a little girl each. how lucky. visit afiq's newborn little sister just now and she was super tiny, yet adorable. if you could see the jealousy in afiq's eyes, you would understand that 1 year old's mind. haven't visited the other though. hope she would be as cute as a little doll. well, congrats to them and me for being more aunty already. haix~

ok i sense another solution. i shall find a music school to enrol in and be a full time music student. hows that? fine enough? however, like everyone said, becoming a music student is expensive, especially after having to go to europe and study and all which contradicts to my plan to study downunder. why cant life be much more easier to go through? why cant amibtions be easily reached. why cant i be myself in a split?

anyway, will have to start training some time soon this week for my job aint an easy one. every 6 hours shift and no one to slack with. well, wouldnt it be better since i could do a greater job if i know no one there. well, maybe 1 or 2 but not all the others. well, im all set for it. i bought my black shoes and i got my black pants ready.

oh ya, did i tell you people, my hamster (voldermoth) gave birth to 5 healthy looking babies. yeay! should be on the 22 of december i think. cant quite remember when. ronald is so happy to have 5 more siblings in his family tree. and ive already named them; honey, milk, chocolate, lemon and lavender. its because i like chocolate, and they eat honey & milk vitamins and their bathing sand is of lemon and lavender scent. huahua! nice right?

and i want to continue watching trinity blood(トリニティ・ブラッド). unfortunately something is wrong with my laptop so the disc cant be played. at least i could still watch anime on crunchyroll. and at least if i ran out of anime to watch, i could create my own music again. huahua. but i still wanna watch trinity blood. when there is a vampire that drinks human's blood to survive, there is the vampire that drinks vampire's blood to survive too. niahahaha! i wanna be a crusniks too! thats how its spelled right? ok whatever.

oh i miss my friends, my schoolmates, my choralemates, my tuitionmates and all the other mates related. alright, continuing the live action of nodame cantabile!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all Terrans!

*Terrans - Humans as referred by the Methuselah.
*Crusniks - Vampire that feeds on other vampire's blood.

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