an advert that brought a little joy to my face after such a devastating afternoon.

i sense that something like this would happen. the dream i had wasnt just a dream. and the day i had wasnt just a day. i dreamt of little Pipi, got eaten up by a cat, again. yes again. ive been having the same dream everytime i was given the honor of sleeping in my own bedroom. though i tend to ignore it at a point or another, this really gives me the creeps after what happened afew wee hours ago. to my dismay, a little bastard of which we suspect from a nearby primary school which i shant mention, stole little Bobo and Chiobu altogether. YOU FUCKING BASTARD! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA DO TO MY HAMSTERS YOU IDIOT BASTARD!? I DEMAND A COMPENSATION FOR VIOLATING MY PROPERTY YOU FUCKING IDIOT!

thinking that it was my irresponsibility that causes my hamster to be stolen again, i feel that my mum was partially to be blamed as well. if only she took the extra 1 minute or so just to lock the rack, i suppose all my hamsters would still be safe, other than the lizards harrassing them. however, she was the one who helped me feed them whenever i was back home late or for some reason, just feeling in no mood to feed them.

i would really like to apologize if im really harsh in this post. but im not the kind of person who tolerates being fooled. i care for those creatures like my own children and stealing them from me would mean some kidnapper just kidnapped my children. who would just keep quiet if their children is being kidnapped? or in my case, ham-napped. i feared being deceived or bitched by anyone. haiya.. cannot tahan liao lah...

as a result, i spent almost $243 today due to being angry. and fortunately, its not my money. muahaha.. so beware, u make me angry, i will make sure i spend your money you get me?i feel that i have to make this entry longer. yeah alright. im enrolling in violin class. and the water babies are interestingly growing and multiplying and stuff of that manner.

gonna be accompanied by zie to get myself a violin, after the other one that was supposed to be mine got confiscated by my computer consultant and given to the "higher authority". bitched again. sheesh. and i still couldnt get myself a job as that christina person hasnt yet returned my call and im getting really froth at the mouth. so i think i shant be waiting for her to call and continue my search for a job for i desperately need a job other than the offered one by asy, mopping his house floor. and i have rejected quite a number if my previous job offers for i wanna try something new. i cant be waiting for some human to call me asking me to come for interview when i dont even know who really is on the other line. ok someone better get me a job quick and it better be paid well for i have 3 months of phone bill still outstanding. so this is how being a debtor is. hmm..

oh ya, and by the way, its raining...

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Zie - lol... :)

ps. ashiq, sori eh.. i didnt mean to do that to ur bro.. will repay my debts after i graduate with a phD ok?

-FiQaHyRa-

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