after the fire this morning, i felt that i had to blog about something.

just reminiscing. my life has totally changed and i think i don't know where i am heading. everytime, there would be a drastic change that i myself won't even notice of. i just want to go back to where it all began. i just want to be what i was, all happy, cheery, blissful, jubilant and convivial. i think i lagging out of the present, in a way that it potrays how i living life right this moment. i have no faith in me. i want to be set free to understand my own domain. to hell with all the devastatingness of human beings. if only planet a27 really existed. if only i was an invisible person just like the woman in fantastic 4. if only i could just leave my body and let my soul fly around. if only someone could understand the situation that i was, were and is in. if only....

i will be out of my shell for a moment so dont let it fall. i have nothing in plan but just to roam on the streets like some helpless soul.

i have forgotten about you already so i think you don't have to bother about me any more. i have forgotten about you so you are now free from my mind. i have let you go so now please, just leave me alone for me to find someone else that could relate to this being here. i have let you go so now its your turn to let me go. the water is wide, i cannot cross over. so just leave me behind and swim away. let me drown in my sorrows. i will let you come back if i want you to.


Misha Omar - Dedebu Cinta

-FiQaHyRa-


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