my beloved baby, snow (hamster), disappered around last night to this morning duration. because of this, i feel like i am a disappointment to my little babies. it shows that im an irresponsible owner for not taking care of my little hamhams til they are stressed up and left me. i search high and low for him, even my brother helped out. but he was nowhere to be found. i feel very depressed.

i have an appointment with the doctors tomorrow and im not looking forward to it. a sample of my blood might be taken for further investigations. im getting sicker as days passed and i aint ready to get well. i dont think i could handle the stress well enough. i still need to catch up on my studies. furthermore, the mt 'o' levels is on monday and im so not ready to sit for it. i dont think im well prepared! i afraid of everything.

i got out of the lumpy bed of mine and headed to compass point's library to borrow nothing. lame but true. so, me and lil tori went to popular to get our hands on ashley tisdale's headstrong, as promised. loitering around compass point and saw quite a few of my classmates around. was rather not in the mood to stop and chat as i absent myself today, so i decided to blend in with the background instead. sank our teeth in some waffles at prima deli, sipped some milk tea and headed home. while doing that, the sun was blazing as much heat as possible on us, making my head feel heavy and the dizziness is back. argh! nothing could make it feel better. nothing! and i will repeat that im am very pissed off by this.

so the summary of the story is,
snowie baby! where are you? mummy dearest wants you to come back home or she wont be able to get well alright!?

-FiQaHyRa-


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